Other than God, she is the one who understand me. She is also the only one can tolerate my temper. I don't know why nowadays my bad attitude come back, and he is the one that make me mad, a lot. I thought I have changed my attitude, but no, I get mad almost every night. I know he can't bear with me anymore, but I can't control myself. I just want him to treat me like how he used to, is it very hard? And please, don't let me feel like you don't need me. You should know what I need. I didn't want to get mad with him because I know it will affect our relationship. Some people said, is good to have some argument, so that both of you will understand each other more. BUT, we argue too much. You start to write something hurtful to me, like I'm already not your princess in your heart. Lol. Sometimes i just endure, but my tears drop easily. Even myself think that my tears are cheap! Anyone can teach me how to hold my tears?
My Lord Jesus, please help me. You know my weakness, you know my everything. Thank you Lord because you sacrifice your life In the cross for our sin. Please forgive me for what I've done wrongly. Lord, please make me stronger, and guide my way everyday. Let me be more concentrate in my studies. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
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