Financial problem.

What do I want to be? What should I do with my life? What are my goals, my ambitions, my dream for my future?
Finance and investment or human resource?
My ambition is a photographer, but I don't have a dslr and I don't think that i'll earn lots of money in my future. Nowadays everyone has their own camera, they don't need photographers anymore.

Alright. I went to kampar this afternoon to fetch my cousin back to his hostel. Go around utar.
Actually I want to study in college, but my mum wants me to go for form 6. She can't afford to let me study in college. Even utar - the cheapest college in malaysia.

You guys are so lucky that your family is wealthy. So please appreciate everything your parents gave you. They sent you to college not for you to play at there. Study hard! Money is hard to earn, don't waste their money like flushing water.

Money is the big problem for me now. If I lend from bank, i'll be suffering for returning money in future, maybe.

In my mum's concept, study form 6 and straight away go for local u. She has prepared the money for me to go uni, not college. I really can't study form6. My malays is so suck even i'd studied for 11 years. What if I can't get good result in form 6? Is it going to waste my two year and study for one year foundation or two year of diploma in college? Sorry mum. I really don't wanna go form 6. I don't need you to buy a car for me. Just let me study college. I swear i'll study very hard and get good result.