lets talk about last friday. I did a BIG mistake ever in my life. I love to throw things, i mean old things! So the recycle collector came to my house to take away my old bed , cupboard and three big packets of old clothes. after they put everything inside their van, they asked me still got what i dont want anymore. Then i pointed at the box which many old toys and cars ( my dad bought it for me and my bro ) . After an hour, my mom called back and asked me what i've threw away. I said all my things and the toys outside my room . She started to scold me , ask me why i wanna throw her memories , this is all my beloved dad gave to us and she cried ! I was so heartache when i heard it . I dont know what is on my mind when i throw this . I just thought things already old and it has been a long time nobody touch it . I didnt care of those happy memories that my dad left to us . I made her so upset . I called the recycle uncle immediately and ask for take back the toys . Luckily they return to me , but my mom is still angry . She said already no meaning after i threw it :'( SORRY MOM , I'M SO SORRY! I NEVER MEAN TO THROW AWAY YOUR ONLY MEMORY .
at night , when to church and type all person in charge at sunday school worship to the computer and print out. This is a job for me and kaixin. But what i feel is like i'm doing and planning everything. She just did nothing and complain why i put her name on it! This is a job from God, why are you rejecting? I didnt blame you for doing nothing but why you wanna scold me in front of your friends that i put your name AGAIN? i never see you in charge of sunday school also. I just follow what they want me to do so dont blame me! As if it's all my fault! God knows what you've done okay? we shouldn't argue because this is all for God, so i choose to keep quiet and put a fake smile on my face! sigh, i am a coward! i just can shout out loud in my blog and tell all to my mom :'(
after church , I sat at the sofa for hours and keep wondering what to do. I should prepare things for tomorrow and cook liong shui for darling. He knew i need to wait for the things to boil and he waited together with me. I can felt that he is so tired thru his sound. I purposely put many longan ;D is it sweet enough? tell me how you feel after drinking it!! XDD
SATURDAY 22/1/2011
I woke up early in the morning and prepare to go Sri Maju bus station . Departure time of the bus is 8.15a.m and almost 10.20a.m I reach butterworth. I noticed i didn't bring my camera and eye drop when it's on the way. :(
I love to sit bus alone , dont know why. Feel peaceful.
Mom and bie , dont worry to much . I can handle myself ! :D * mom still angry me :'( His parents picked me up at the bus station and terus pergi ke Kedah. I cant wait to see you seriously. I feel so tension and excited! Two hours journey AGAIN :| sorry bie, i didnt talk much with your mom. I dont know what to talk with her, but i'll think something to talk with her next time! ;)
When we reached your campsite, i so gan jiong to see you!! :/ You really came over and gave me a big hug , dont even talk with your parents first ! your mom will jealous la XD
I can feel that you really enjoy your plkn , you have a lot of friends there . And i worried too much :( you knew a lot of girls...
I dont believe those constellation, i will see but wont trust any about it. Ya, sometimes it's really tepat but not every people who have the same constellation is the same right? Please, i've promise you and i will really do that. Dont think too much. I never never tell you when i go anywhere!
Sorry for being speechless in front of your friend. A bit of embarrassing and lots of shy :x
I'm not unfriendly :( i just dont know what to talk with people i dont know. Sorry!
Two hours passed so fast , and we forget to take picture.
A hug and kiss before i back. XOXO.
Wait for the Third day of Chinese New Year. Actually i wanted you to come at the Second day night so we can meet longer ! ;D
Back to Butterworth and have lunch with his parents and friends in front of the beach. I love the sea breeze! Love the wind blow to my face, it's so comfortable and fresh . After the delicious lunch , back his house and bath. Then to Sunway Carnival shopping with his mom , ham , zong yi and HL . His mom is so cute! She asked me to choose wallet and underwear for her son &&& She called me to capt the picture of the underwear and wallet and send to you. So paiseh when i capt the RED underwear ! people will thought that this girl bintai :/
Alrite, finish choosing. It's a BIG SALES there. I wanted to buy a bedsheet and curtain for my new furniture , seriously!!
8.00 p.m bus started from butterwoth to Ipoh . I enjoyed sitting two seat in the bus :D
sooo lucky that nobody beside me !
SUNDAY - 23/1/2011
I should've gone to KL for shopping!! Just because my mom was still angry about me, so she doesnt allow me to go and wasted the bus ticket :'( I wanna shop, i wanna buy new clothes! I need money so much! Sighhhhhh. Baby said he'll bring me shopping one day, awww! i wait i wait XDD
After church, i cleaned my room's wall and started to paint with my mom. I thought paint wall will be so easy and fun, but not! It's effing tired and HOTTTTT !! Fans are not allowed to switch on! from 1.00pm until 6.00p.m. Done painting! Blossom color :) Thanks mom for buying me this orderless one ! if not my nose will be not able to smell anything for few days. And also helping me to paint =)
Hope my new furniture can match the color and i wanna decorate my room so much!! hahaha
:( Argued with you. I'm sorry. I should think something to chat with you, but i choose to keep quiet in the phone. I just felt that we were not sweet as previous , being so cold and cold. I miss the old you! I always look back our old inbox messages. I just so jealous , i dont know why i worry so much!! I scare people will grab you away from me!! I deactivated facebook, you dont know i view your profile for so many times each day even you didnt update. :( keep telling myself not to worry.
My tears kept roll down from my eyes after you sent me the message. I feel myself is so useless.
At last we said sorry to each other. the bear is so useful, i can hug it and hit it when i'm sad ! XD but i wanna hug you D; miss you smell .
At last we said sorry to each other. the bear is so useful, i can hug it and hit it when i'm sad ! XD but i wanna hug you D; miss you smell .
Gonna clean my floor now, it's so dirty :( Update you soon , ;)
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